Whatever it is, it feels right. It's time
to wrap up. Well, At least, for now.
Things rarely go exactly the way you want
them to, so sometimes you make due with whatever you can get. Endings are never
easy; I always build them up so much in my head till they can’t possibly live
up to my expectations and I just end up disappointed. I’m not even sure why it
matters to me so much how things end here.
I guess it’s because we all want to
believe that what we do is very important, that people hang onto our every
word, that they care what we think. The truth is: you should consider yourself
lucky if you even occasionally get to make someone or anyone, feel a little
better. After that it’s all about the people that you let into your life.
And as my mind drifted to the words i've
written here before, mostly being as humorous as it can be, I was taken to memories of what i've thought or said or
even done. Of my love, Of family, of friends, of co-workers, of lost causes,
even of those who’ve left us. None of those were funny, when you're reaching the end. And as I rounded that corner, they all came at me
in a wave of shared experience…..
And even though it felt warm and safe, i
knew it had to end. And for the future (thanks to the universe) it didn't seem
so scary anymore. It could be whatever i wanted it to be.
And who to say this
isn't My Last Hurrah... Maybe it just is.
With Everything but Regrets,
DaCrow...
