Unforeseen Marriage with Mr. C - by Kasturi Sabapathi

This is a piece from my Buddy's Blog...

Source: http://kas-ruthis.blogspot.com/
Author: Kasturi Sabapathi

The reason i'm posting this is because it was written effectively. And i read it like a million times..
Here goes...

A true story of a strong woman, she has been together with him for 12th years and It’s took 12 years for him to kill her silently & totally. I’m impressed with her patience of having him in her life, her courage & her capability of hiding this issue from known by her parents.

How? & Why? At her age of 30, her parents get worried when all of her wedding proposal got rejected. Reasons; she is fat…Dark in skin color etc…

Day by day…month by month she encounters that she getting hairy & then she take initiative to go and consult doctor what goes wrong…

Doctor ask ‘Do your menstrual cycle is irregular?’ she answered ‘yes, doctor’. By referring her to a gynecology, is where everything got changed…Doctor confirmed that her uterus was totally spread with Cancer Cells… (“Yeah Mr. C, Instead of getting married to a man & live happily ever after, she ended up with this Cancer Cells”)

Doctor suggests removing the uterus in order to avoid this Mr. C spreads more…and she agreed. (“With that the dream of getting married & having kids totally demolished. DOT”)

Yet her parents don’t know that she having this deceased. Her parents get more worries & worried till at a stage they get up & no more bug her to get married.
She’s no more fat & she even become a little fairer. (“BUT it doesn’t make any sense…Anymore”)

For 5 years, Mr. C remains silent but doesn’t mean he gone. He back after 5 years… but this time at different place…she went thru all the possible treatment like radiotherapies & Chemotherapy until reached a stage where No more treatment able to proceed & she reaching her age of 42, physically she getting weak & Mr. C successfully reached her liver… (“Mr. C was there with her 24/7 not to pleasure her but to give her pain. And she had to hold the pain and act as normal in front of parents…Mr. C what you had done…”)

A day before she died, she manage to told her mom that she was suffering with cancer for pass 12 years…and She no more now.

When her mom asked me, ‘Do you know your aunt suffered with cancer for pass 12 years?’... ‘Yes, grandma, I do know her condition’. Grandma ‘You lie to me as well?’ that’s most heart breaking statement but yet hiding from her knowledge was a decision made by aunt and her siblings and that’s was good idea on my perception. She is no more BUT I still Love you.

To all out there & Unforeseen Married to Mr. C, I salute as you are the strongest persons I had ever known. Be strong & love you all………………

She's Back!

Not without the help of a smooth breeze blowing, flowing closer within

I've come to realise I’ve got the sun in my pocket and the moon in hands.

But what do i do with them?
I throw it up amongst the stars and watch it move in a dance. It's beautiful, synchronized.
Then I stop out of mesmerism. Take a deep breath, think for a second or two, and play it over again
Not without the help of a smooth breeze blowing, flowing closer within.

I get bored soon, then think about the route that I took. I heard them say that I should play it by the rules of
the book but the problem was, I took it real easy on them, but proceed to beat the problem.

Smooth wishes in my words, belief’s a need to calm them. Took time for them to listen and pay attention to the things that I came to mention.

I’ve had simliar ways of tension, so the trick is to just consider the maze of questions
I really have. I’ll be ready but just need  a second,
I’m here... just give me a second.

It’s growing well now, so close I can almost hold it. Almost. Cant wait. Provoke and open now, hope there’s no oppose to close it tight. For a broken soul must be over, trading craters for holes to solve it. Fill it.
A cold reality is actually an amnesty in closer circles. The people around, within you. People who actually gives a shit.
Unfold the truth, being honest is the best option given or taken. It’s worth, give them a sign to show it’s perfect.
A person evolves to a purpose. When the purpose is understood and acknowledged, a turn in fortune will take place to resolve it. Resolve all.

I was scared. But not anymore. Follow me if you're scared. the fear is temporary. I've got the solution.
And you know why?

Because, I’ve got the sun in my pocket and the moon in hands.

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